Youn Tou Koi Bhi Tanha Nahi Hota, Chah Ker Kisi Se Juda Nahi Hota, Mohabbat Ko Majborian Hei Le Dobtein Hein, Warna Koi Khushi Se Bewafa Nahi Hota… ` Jab laGe zakhm to Qaatil ko dua di JaYe… Hai Yehi rasm to Yeh rasm uthaa di JaYe… Hum se Poocho shayari kya hai, Shayari ka fun kya hai… Chaar lafzon men koi aah chuPa di JaYe… ` Hum gilla nahin karte…. jo na ho kismat mein vo mila nahin karte zakhm kuch iss tarah khaaye hai dil pe humne yeh itne gehre hai ke kabhi silla nahin karte ` Dil tootega toh fariyaad karoge tum bhi hum na rahe toh hamein yaad karoge tum bhi aaj kehte ho hamare paas vaqt nahin par ek din mere liye vaqt barbaad karoge tum bhi ` Meri deewangi ko dekh ke muskuraate hai kyu mein jitna paas jau utna door jate hai kyu kuch toh vajah zaroor hogi unki berukhi ki mujhe aise har pal sataate hai kyu…
Anyways, not going off the track…….as I talked to this new friend about my loneliness and encouraging me, I was myself feeling so discouraged deep within that I just could not control my tears afterwards. I had to cry it out lest accumulating it inside. I have cocooned myself and felt an aura of coldness so that no one sees what is going on within me. I am scared of anyone venturing inside and see the real me. Even my lonliness surprises me at times as if it is the only friend that I am left with. But atleast it is there with me to comfort me as I slowly drift away in the stillness of the night and wait for the dreams to ride me high.
I have noticed that even if all is going on so perfect around me and I even have my share of fun and frolic, still by the end of the day I feel gloomy. Why? What is it that I am missing so much. I have new friends, good work environment, my own family members, tv to watch, music to listen to. Maybe I am longing for that someone in my life to sweep me off my feet. To feel that closeness, the sense of assurance, or maybe just a simple hug is what I long for, from the loved ones in my life. I want to feel that I mean something to them. Even a single word or just a glance at me makes my day.
I am hoping against hope that everything is just gonna be perfect for me!
No one is mine May be Im not fine, No one cares 4 me No one has tears 4 me, No one belives me Everyone says leave me, If I ever cry No one wil even ask why? and If I ever die No one will cry, No one says take care Everyone says I dont care, When I need someone 4 myself I find no one 4help, I dont know why? Maybe talking to me they feel shy..!! No one is mine Maybe I m not fine. .. just feeling low…I hope everything is jst gonna be well soon bt i dont wantmy own ppl to suffer because of me..I know I am mad but I am trying harder!
When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having u here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can’t stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it’s so hard to do when I can’t even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can’t have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms…then I’d truly be happy.
Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I’m still hoping one day soon, I’ll get what I’m wishing for.
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you’re down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.I wish I could have one such friend in my life who can just be mine knowing that im no good atall.“Sometimes life is hard to bear when a friend is just not there”
“Friends forever,” you promised.
“Together till the end.”
We did everything with each other.
You were my best friend.
When I was sad, you were by my side.
When I was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support -
If I needed you, you were there.
You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okay.
But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.
Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.
Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
It was as if we hadn’t been friends;
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither one of us was to blame
You had made many new friends
And luckily, so had I
But that didn’t change the hurt -
The loss of our friendship made me cry.
As we grow older, things must change
But they don’t always have to end.
Even though it is different, now,
You will always be my friend.
dil to bacha hain ji
aajkal har roz tujhe pane ki justju karta hain
ye janta hain tu mera ho nahi sakta par
dil ko manana agar hota aasan
na karta kisi ko yu ye pareshaan
tanha na rehta bhari mehfil main
na hoti woh halat jo ho na bayaan
dil to bacha hain ji
bas raat din tere khayalon main rehta hain
ek pal main hasta aur ek pal main rota hain
kya har khwaish bhare dil ka yehi haal hota hain
dil to bacha hain ji
I dont know whats going on in my mind.At times I feel like crying n at times I just smile for hours.But now what’s bothering me is that I am not been able to sleep.I wish I could get my sleep back.I keep on thinking 24*7.Its the third day without a single nap and I am not even feeling tired.I just wish I could sleep today.I need it!
I can’t live without you,
I can’t even imagine my life without you,
you dreams means everything to me,
you are the one whom I love more than anything, more than anyone,
You are my life, my world..
I can’t even think about life without you,
you are my inspiration, my power, my weakness…
I just hate to wait for you,you fight with me everyday,
You are my ecstasy, my spirit, my soul…
I can’t face the hardships of life without you,
You are my strength, my confidence, my triumph… I can give up anything to make you smile, I promise i’ll never let you down.
just feeling low…I hope everything is jst gonna be well soon bt i dont wantmy own ppl to suffer because of me..I know I am mad but I am trying harder!